epiphany: fluent in life

I am so inspired by everything I see. I find myself deeply engraved in the artistic realm. Every time I do anything, even as mundane as merely stepping outside, INSPIRATION AND BLISS come flooding. I have found myself to be fluent in life? It is a rather orphic concept, life. Some people might take that as: I know how to keep myself contained, how to manage life on my own, but you see, my novice understanding leads me to believe that to be fluent in life means to know how to appreciate it. Let go of your rationality and embrace the uncertainty and unknowingness of this deity that life presents itself as, otherwise you will never truly make the most of this gift that you were regaled with.

this is the epiphany I wanted to share today, because I feel as though it is important to document this moment in my life when, from now on, I plead to succumb to life's beauty and superbity. I no longer want to live my life roaming frivolously, for that is not living, that is merely existing. In a world full of people that just want to exist tediously, get through each day in hopes of reaching the next one - performing with a sort of checkpoint mindset which they did not know they subscribed to - i want to be the light that gleams so bright that it blinds the one who dares to look in it's direction; I want to LIVE!